Chinese vs. Western Fantasy: When the World Ends, What Comes Next?

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When we think about the end of the world, what do we imagine?

Perhaps we picture the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, the final battle between good and evil, or a last judgment that determines the fate of humanity. The world as we know it comes to an end, and everything builds towards that final moment.

But what if the end of the world is not really the end?

In many Chinese historical and mythic narratives, the collapse of a dynasty does not mean history itself has reached its conclusion. One ruler falls, another rises, and the cycle begins again. The world may be in chaos, but order can be restored.

These are broad generalisations, of course. Western traditions also contain cyclical ideas, while Chinese stories can feature prophecies, final battles, and seemingly irreversible catastrophes. Nevertheless, the contrast offers an interesting starting point for thinking about how different traditions imagine time, change, and the fate of the world.

Two ways of imagining the end

In much of the Western religious and mythic imagination, time can be understood as moving towards a final destination.

Creation has a beginning, history unfolds, and eventually the world reaches its ultimate reckoning. In Christian eschatology, for example, the Apocalypse is not simply another disaster in a long sequence of disasters. It marks the culmination of history, when divine judgment establishes the ultimate outcome of the cosmic struggle between good and evil.

This gives the end of the world a particular narrative weight. Events can be understood as leading towards a decisive conclusion. The final victory matters because it settles something that ordinary history cannot settle on its own.

Modern fantasy and science fiction have inherited some of this narrative structure, even when they are no longer explicitly religious. The Dark Lord must be defeated. The ancient evil must be destroyed. The prophesied hero must complete their task before the world is consumed by darkness.

The stakes are often existential: if the heroes fail, there may be no world left to save.

Chinese historical narratives often approach large-scale catastrophe differently. Rather than imagining history as a journey towards a single final conclusion, they frequently portray it as a succession of periods of order and disorder.

A dynasty rises, consolidates its power, prospers, and eventually declines. Rebellion, famine, corruption, invasion, or internal conflict may bring it down. After a period of upheaval, a new dynasty emerges and establishes order once more.

The end of one political order becomes the beginning of another.

The important question is not necessarily whether history will end, but how order will be restored.

The Mandate of Heaven: Why dynasties fall

One concept that helps explain this perspective is the Chinese idea of the Mandate of Heaven (天命).

In traditional Chinese political thought, Heaven granted a ruler the authority to govern. But this authority was not unconditional. A ruler was expected to maintain order and govern responsibly. Persistent misrule, corruption, disasters, and widespread suffering could be interpreted as signs that the ruler had lost Heaven’s favour.

A successful rebellion or the establishment of a new dynasty could then be understood as evidence that the Mandate had passed to a new ruler.

This was more than a justification for replacing one emperor with another. It provided a way to interpret political change within a larger moral and cosmic framework.

The ruler was not simply entitled to power because of ancestry or military strength. Their legitimacy depended, at least in principle, on their relationship with a moral order greater than themselves.

Of course, actual political history was much messier than this ideal. Rulers did not automatically lose their authority whenever people suffered, and victorious rebels had practical reasons to claim that Heaven supported them. The Mandate of Heaven was both a political concept and a framework through which people could make sense of the rise and fall of regimes.

For storytelling, however, its implications are particularly interesting.

A dynasty’s collapse does not necessarily mean that the universe has failed. It may mean that a particular ruler or political order has failed to fulfil its role.

The problem is not always that evil exists and must be destroyed forever. It may be that an existing system has become corrupt, dysfunctional, or unable to maintain the conditions under which society can flourish.

And the solution is not necessarily to eliminate the system itself. It may be to replace the people in power, restore a neglected principle, or establish a new order.

Apocalypse versus renewal

Consider two hypothetical fantasy stories.

In the first, an ancient evil threatens to destroy the world. A hero discovers a prophecy, gathers allies, and eventually confronts the source of the threat. The final battle determines whether the world survives. Defeating the evil restores the possibility of a future in which the same catastrophe will not occur.

In the second, an empire has fallen into disorder. Its officials are corrupt, its provinces are rebelling, and natural disasters are interpreted as signs of Heaven’s displeasure. The protagonist discovers that the existing regime can no longer fulfil its obligations. Their choices determine whether the empire can reform, whether a new ruler will emerge, or whether the collapse will plunge the country into further chaos.

Both stories can involve enormous stakes. Both can feature heroes, villains, sacrifice, and decisive confrontations.

But they ask different questions.

The first asks: Can the world be saved from destruction?

The second asks: What kind of order should replace the one that has failed?

This distinction matters because it changes what counts as a satisfying ending.

In an apocalypse narrative, defeating the ultimate threat can provide closure. The central conflict has been resolved, and the world can move into a new phase.

In a cyclical narrative, the restoration of order may be only the beginning of another historical period. The new ruler inherits the same responsibilities that the previous ruler failed to meet. The new dynasty may prosper, but it is not necessarily exempt from the forces that brought down its predecessor.

Victory does not abolish history.

The story’s resolution can therefore feel less like a permanent solution and more like a successful restoration of balance under changed circumstances.

What does this mean for fantasy worldbuilding?

Neither model is inherently more optimistic or pessimistic.

A story about the end of the world can offer hope through the possibility of a final victory. If evil can be defeated once and for all, the future may be fundamentally different from the past.

A cyclical story can offer hope through renewal. Even when a political order collapses, people can rebuild. The failure of one regime does not have to determine the fate of everyone who lives under it.

But cyclical thinking also carries a different kind of tension. If history repeatedly produces periods of prosperity and decline, then restoring order does not necessarily solve the underlying problem. A new dynasty might correct the mistakes of its predecessor, only to develop its own weaknesses over time.

For a fantasy writer, this creates different possibilities for conflict.

  • The apocalypse model: Can the protagonists prevent an irreversible catastrophe? What must they sacrifice to achieve a decisive victory?
  • The cyclical model: Can the protagonists restore order without reproducing the conditions that caused the previous collapse? What happens when the new system begins to fail?
  • The Mandate of Heaven model: What makes a ruler legitimate? Can a morally compromised ruler still maintain order? Does a successful rebellion prove that the new ruler deserves power, or merely that they were strong enough to seize it?

These questions can shape an entire setting, not just its plot.

They influence the kinds of prophecies that matter, the way people interpret disasters, the legitimacy of political authority, and the expectations characters have about the future.

They also affect how we understand the protagonist’s role. A hero might be destined to defeat an enemy who threatens all existence. Alternatively, they might be one participant in a much larger struggle over how society should be governed and what should happen when its institutions fail.

And these approaches do not have to be mutually exclusive. A Chinese-inspired fantasy can feature a literal apocalypse, while a Western-inspired fantasy can explore dynastic cycles and the recurring failures of political systems. The interesting question is which underlying assumptions shape the story.

The world ends. History continues.

Perhaps the most useful distinction is not between a culture that believes in endings and one that believes in cycles. Both traditions contain a variety of ideas about time, and neither can be reduced to a single worldview.

Instead, we can ask what a story treats as the ultimate problem.

Is it the existence of an evil that must finally be overcome? Is it the failure of an order that must be replaced? Is it the recurring difficulty of maintaining a just and stable society?

The answers lead to different kinds of stories, even when the surface elements look remarkably similar.

A fallen empire, a dark prophecy, a final battle, and a returning hero can all appear in fantasy. What distinguishes one narrative from another is not necessarily the presence of these elements, but the assumptions that connect them.

For worldbuilders, this is one of the most useful things to explore when drawing inspiration from different mythic and literary traditions. Instead of borrowing only the imagery, we can examine the underlying logic: how the world changes, what makes an order legitimate, and whether a crisis is understood as the end of history or another turning point within it.

After all, if the world has ended once, what happens next?

Does history finally reach its conclusion, or does the next cycle begin?

I’d be interested to hear how other writers approach this question. When you build a fantasy world, do you imagine its history moving towards a final reckoning, or do you see its rise and fall as part of a larger cycle?

Everything was such a big deal…

The jump off line is from The Last Thing by Ada Limon. 

Everything was such a big deal. I would stay up if I had to go out the next day. Life in Australia was so routine and lived at home that outing of any sort- out of the ordinary by definition- came with a tinge of excitement. Not so when I was in primary school in Hong Kong. I never stayed up for our annual excursion. Then again, that was always to the same wilderness park every year and plus I slept like the dead as a child. Becoming less true now. 

Everything was such a big deal. Once, for the Chinese ghost festival we planned an excursion into the ‘spooky room’ at a classmate’s place which was just the parents’ bedroom. We joked about it beforehand but we still spooked ourselves out. OR at least, me and the little brother. I couldn’t remember about the classmate on that occasion- was she even there? I was closer to her little brother anyway and we had gotten ourselves a good fright. We set it up in complete darkness and we went in with torches. One of us wielded a frisbee which we pretended was a weapon against ghosts. Can’t remember what the other weapon was. 

Everything was such a big deal. ENTERs seemed like the culmination of at least two years of study and the start of life. In retrospect, it was only a phase. A substantial part of what I learnt I’ve given back to my teachers. Such was life. 

I’m Not a Discovery Writer — So Where Does Discovery Happen?

When I first came across the term discovery writer, it didn’t particularly resonate with me.

I don’t start with a blank page and see where the story takes me. I start with an outline.

That doesn’t mean I know everything before I begin, of course. My outlines can contain gaps, questions, alternatives and notes like maybe this or not sure what happens here. But to me, outlining and drafting are still fundamentally different activities.

The outline is the skeleton. The draft is the thing that is supposed to become the actual story.

So I have always thought of myself as an outliner rather than a discovery writer.

Recently, though, I went back through the development documents for one of my current novels. I was trying to trace how the story had evolved from its earliest conception through character work and several outlines.

And I realised something.

I may not discover my novels through drafting.

But that doesn’t mean I don’t discover them.

The discovery just happens inside the outline.


A story doesn’t necessarily begin with the first document

The novel in question is about two twin sisters with a telepathic connection. One sister, Chi, is abducted. The other, Lan, tries to find her.

The basic premise came first. I hadn’t written it down yet but it was already percolating in my mind.

Then I happened to take part in the TTRPG-based character creation challenge. I used this story idea as inspiration and created Fate character sheets for Chi and Lan.

After that, I filled out character questionnaires for both of them.

Only later did I create what I think of as the first actual story-development document: a Sketchbook where I started asking questions about the premise and the possible shape of the novel.

Looking back, that sequence is interesting to me because the characters did not emerge after the premise, fully formed by the outline. The premise and characters were already interacting before I had properly begun outlining the novel.

The story existed.

I just didn’t yet know how all of it worked.


The characters were more stable than I expected

One of the things that surprised me most when comparing the documents was Chi.

The character questionnaires are something like a character grid for me. I fill them out, and then I mostly forget about them. I don’t consciously sit there with the questionnaire beside me while outlining and ask myself what answer to Question 37 means for Chapter 12.

And yet, when I looked back, Chi had remained fundamentally herself.

She was impulsive. She was impatient. She was interested in lockpicking and snooping. She wanted freedom. She disliked rules and restrictions. She was not naturally a careful planner.

Those things continued to shape the story.

Chi’s captivity and escape plot changed and became more complicated but Chi herself did not seem to require major reinvention.

Lan was different.

Her personality was there fairly early too. She was patient, dutiful and thoughtful. She had an information network. She thought before acting. Chi was one of her greatest weaknesses.

But there was a problem.

What was Lan actually doing in this novel?

It turned out that discovering who Lan was and discovering what kind of story she could carry were two different things.


The outline started revealing its own problems

At one point, I had Chi and Lan alternating as POV characters.

That made perfect sense in the context in which the outline had developed. I had originally conceived of Chi and Lan as two PCs in a Fate campaign in order to create a Fate outline for the novel. Two characters meant two active strands of play.

But this did not make sense for a novel. Eventually I realised that alternating between them every chapter wasn’t really a narrative decision. It was a Fate artefact.

So I changed the structure. Instead of mechanically moving between Chi and Lan every chapter, I started thinking about allowing the reader to remain with one sister for a meaningful stretch before moving to the other.

That was one discovery.

But the larger problem was Lan herself.

Chi had immediate forward momentum. She had been abducted. She was trapped. She wanted to escape. She could observe her surroundings, make plans, recruit other prisoners and deal with the consequences when things went wrong.

Lan, meanwhile, was outside.

Initially, she risked becoming the person investigating while Chi had the actual story.

So the question wasn’t really: What subplot can I give Lan?

It was: Why does Lan need to have a POV at all?

And that question changed the novel.


Lan’s role didn’t appear all at once

Looking back, I can see several stages in how Lan’s role crystallised.

First, she became the external counterpart to Chi.

Chi was trying to escape from inside. Lan was trying to find and help her from outside.

But that still wasn’t quite enough.

Then I realised that Lan could represent the external consequences of Chi’s kidnapping. The kidnapping was not something happening in an isolated prison space while the rest of the world waited for Chi to escape. It affected her family, relationships and the social structures around her.

Lan became the person moving through those consequences.

Then came the more important realisation.

The two sisters’ plots should not simply run alongside each other until one of them finally reached the other.

They needed to converge.

The eventual reunion should require both sisters.

Chi needed to do what Lan could not do from outside. Lan needed to do what Chi could not do from captivity.

The telepathic connection had been part of the premise from the beginning, largely as a plot device. But the development of the two sisters’ separate roles eventually gave that connection a larger structural function.

It could become part of how their two stories actually came together.

That, to me, was a much more significant discovery than simply giving Lan more chapters.


The outline didn’t give me answers. It gave me better questions.

I think this may be the part that changed how I think about my own outlining.

I don’t use an outline because I have already solved the novel.

Quite often, the opposite happens.

I put the story into a structure and the structure starts showing me what I haven’t solved yet.

Lan doesn’t have enough of a role.

The middle is losing momentum.

Chi’s first escape plan has failed. What does that actually change?

The sisters are pursuing the same ultimate goal, but why do they both need to be there at the end?

An information source is unreliable. How does Lan respond to that?

The answer to one question creates the next problem.

Chi tries to organise the prisoners into an escape plan.

Someone betrays her.

The betrayal changes how she sees the other prisoners.

That creates a new problem: who can she trust?

Meanwhile, Lan loses access to her own information network.

She has to rely on someone else’s.

That information may itself be compromised.

So she needs ways to verify it.

I don’t think I sat down and said, I should now add an information-verification subplot because that would make Lan’s character arc more distinctive.

The story had reached a point where the existing solution was no longer reliable.

So another solution had to emerge.


Structural pressure seems to be where I discover things

Looking across the documents, I don’t think my process is one of open-ended invention.

I seem to make discoveries when something starts pressing against the existing structure.

There is a gap.

A character doesn’t have enough to do.

An event doesn’t generate sufficient consequences.

A plotline is running parallel to another without a reason to converge.

A structure inherited from an earlier form—such as a Fate campaign—doesn’t actually belong to the novel.

And then I start asking questions.

Not necessarily: What could happen?

But often: What does this story need here?

That distinction feels important to me.

Because I don’t need unlimited possibilities in order to work.

Sometimes the constraint is exactly what makes the next possibility appear.


I can also leave things unsolved

My outlines are full of things I don’t know yet.

Sometimes I leave a placeholder and move on.

Sometimes the answer appears the next day. Sometimes it takes longer.

I don’t need to solve every chapter before I can continue developing another part of the story.

But I have also noticed that there is a difference between an unresolved question sitting inside an otherwise functioning structure and an unresolved question sitting right at the forward edge of the story.

The first one can often wait.

The second one can stop me.

If I have:

A character investigates something → finds something odd → asks what it means

I usually have somewhere to go.

But if I have:

A character starts investigating something → and nothing follows

I can become temporarily blocked.

The chapter has an activity, but not yet forward momentum.

That may be why outlining is so useful for me. It lets me see these gaps before I am trying to turn them into prose.


So where does discovery happen?

I still don’t think of myself as a discovery writer in the usual sense.

I don’t discover my novels by drafting from a blank page and following the characters wherever they lead.

But looking back at the development of this novel, I also don’t think I can honestly say that I simply plan everything in advance and then execute the plan.

The story changes because the outline reveals problems.

Those problems create questions.

The questions force me to think about character, causality, structure and function.

Sometimes the answer changes a chapter.

Sometimes it changes an entire plotline.

Sometimes it changes the way I am organising the novel itself.

So perhaps my process is something like this:

Premise → characters → outline → structural pressure → questions → discovery → revised outline.

And then the process repeats.

I don’t use outlining to eliminate uncertainty.

I use outlining to discover which uncertainties matter.

Moonlake’s Writing Updates- September 2026

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Of my two novel projects, the twin sisters story has a complete outline now but between outline and actual drafting, I need some intermediary steps that I’m still exploring on how to broach in order to get to drafting. 

Meanwhile, the novel that came about from my live campaign, this is still being outlined and I had almost got up to 100 chapters. But later one, I will probably collapse some chapters since mostly each chapter is very short that summarises what happens next in the story, nothing like the detailed traditional outline that I had for the novel I abandoned at the start of this year. Not that there can ever be a clean comparison between novel projects. 

And that’s it for writing updates. Until next time.

Moonlake’s Book Discoveries- September 2026

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Fantasy 

The Orphan King by Sigmund Brouwer

It is interesting if you are into a fantasy adventure type story with a premise that feels like Mission Impossible with a weak protagonist plus motley associates and they win the day through wit. 

I did pick up book 2 to read but then decided that I wanted to finish the mini-reading challenge for this year instead so I didn’t read far into book 2. Based on what I had read, it’s not quite my thing. 

Torn from Troy by Patrick Bowman 

It’s okay as an adventure style fantasy and I feel like I am at least a little curious to follow this series if I can. 

Dangerous Girls by R. L. Stine

I started this because I had never really saw much into vampire novels but the premise of this book as presented in the back cover blurb is something different from the cluster of romantic fantasy or paranormal romance books that I am mostly uninterested in but had unfortunately taken over the keyword of fantasy when I did a search in my local library catalogue. The author’s name rang a bell but it wasn’t until I looked it up that I found out this is the Goosebumps author (whose work I had never read). 

I wasn’t impressed with the prose but I expect this cos I just prefer more sophisticated wording in general. Also, the story is not that fresh or distinguishable from the vampire paranormal romance genre either up until chapter 12. The ending was a bit of a twist but overall, I’m not keen to follow this series. 

No one noticed the Cat by Anne McCaffrey

Reading this to cover my fantasy itch. I could have continued with either Sigmund Brouwer or Patrick Bowman book 2s but I didn’t feel like it. 

This seems to be written for cat lovers potentially but even for me, who is not into pets, it’s a short interesting read. And while I didn’t find the author’s prose swoonworthy, I think her overall craft is strong enough that I don’t get the feeling that her novellas are what I usually found to be deficient novel forms at all. But then she might have written them as short novels, not sure. 

Mystery

A Lotus for Miss Quon by James Hadley Chase

This is going towards my Mini Reading Challenge this year and I had to change flower because not many books had a waterlily theme. To be honest, this book itself has nothing to do with the flower lotus except that it does connect thematically to the book. 

This is a crime mystery written from the POV of the culprit and I got along with it okay. Even though the protagonist 100% does not have my empathy, the novel itself has enough stakes in it that I care to read on. So from that angle, it’s a success. 

Angel Among Us by Katy Munger

I think the back cover blurb is a little misleading but it’s still an okay mystery. It doesn’t stand out to me but I think 90% of the books I read nowadays don’t. 

Helldiver by Chris Allen (Wavesound audiobook) 

Funny how GPT got me to read more spy thrillers and then all of a sudden I just stumbled onto this audiobook. It was okay although I wished that I had read it rather than listening to it because I feel like my attention mostly wandered and I didn’t get as much out of it as I possibly could if I had read it. The narration wasn’t bad but wasn’t top notch like ABC Radio either. 

Overall, it feels like a plausible modern James Bond starring a terrorist plot and not one of these story premises that felt like they were made to the ‘hype’ of the terrorism theme (I’m referring to the way some stories, especially films, had no substance and the only selling point was the terrorism theme, not referring to the actual incident being a ‘hype’). 

Others

The Losers by David Eddings

I actually thought this was a fantasy given that it was written by David Eddings but nope, it has nothing to do with fantasy or science fiction even though at different places it kept being put under these categories. To me, it just read like a straight literary fiction set in modern times. It’s written okay but obviously is not that to my preference. 

Chinese vs. Western Fantasy: What Questions Does the Afterlife Ask? 

Silhouette of a cross in a foggy, green-tinted cemetery setting.

Chinese and Western fantasy often portray very different afterlives. One may emphasise divine judgment, another an elaborate underworld bureaucracy. But as I looked at these worlds, I realised they weren’t simply offering different answers—they were asking different questions.

Once you notice that, you begin to see afterlife systems in an entirely new way.


Question 1: How Will You Be Judged?

For many readers raised on Christian traditions or Western fantasy, the afterlife is fundamentally about judgment.

You live one life, your actions are evaluated, and your eternal destination follows from that judgment.

Whether it’s medieval depictions of Heaven and Hell, The Divine Comedy, or countless fantasy settings inspired by them, the central question is:

Were you righteous or sinful?

The afterlife resembles the highest possible court. Justice comes through a final verdict.

This naturally creates stories about redemption, confession, forgiveness, and final choices.


Question 2: What Do the Records Say?

Traditional Chinese beliefs often approach the afterlife from a different direction.

The underworld certainly has judges, but it also has clerks, registrars, messengers, officials, and countless administrative departments. Souls move through an enormous bureaucracy where records are examined, punishments are assigned, and reincarnation is organised.

The important question isn’t simply whether someone was good or evil.

Instead, it is:

What do the records show?

Good deeds accumulate merit.

Wrongdoing incurs debts.

Errors in the records matter because administration itself is part of maintaining cosmic order.

Justice becomes an ongoing process rather than a single verdict.

This makes perfect sense in the context of imperial China, where government administration touched almost every aspect of life. If the living world was managed through officials and paperwork, why should the afterlife be any different?


Question 3: Who Has Claim Over Your Soul?

Fantasy settings introduce yet another way of thinking.

Take the Forgotten Realms from Dungeons & Dragons.

When people think about its afterlife, they often assume morality is the deciding factor. But in practice, your relationship with the gods is just as important.

The central question becomes:

Which deity has rightful claim over your soul?

The faithful join the realm of their patron deity.

Those who reject the gods altogether become the infamous Faithless, traditionally condemned to the Wall of the Faithless.

This isn’t primarily a courtroom deciding whether someone was good or evil. It’s a cosmology built around divine allegiance. The gods are real political powers, and the afterlife reflects their competing claims over mortal souls.


Different Questions, Different Stories

Once you start looking for these underlying questions, you notice how much they shape storytelling.

A judgment-based afterlife produces stories about moral choices and redemption.

A bureaucratic afterlife creates opportunities for forged records, corrupt officials, misplaced souls, and navigating impossible administrative systems.

An allegiance-based afterlife focuses on faith, loyalty, divine politics, and the consequences of choosing—or refusing—a patron deity.

The destinations may look fantastical, but the systems beneath them are surprisingly familiar.


Looking Beneath the Fantasy

It’s easy to borrow the visual aesthetics of another culture’s mythology.

It’s much harder—and far more rewarding—to understand the assumptions that make those worlds function.

The architecture of an afterlife reflects what a culture believes about authority, justice, and belonging.

So the next time you encounter a fantasy afterlife, don’t just ask where the dead go.

Ask what question the system is trying to answer.

The answer often tells you more about the world than the destination itself.

So many plans have unraveled…

The jump-off line comes from Insha’allah by Danusha Lameris. 

So many plans have unraveled. In grade 6, when went on our school to the same place we went each year because the only other place we could go were prone to kite accidents where the strings from kites snagged people’s necks, I thought I would do something different by joining the BBQ (I had never done that before because you had to bring your own BBQ forks) but I left the utensils on the bus. So I couldn’t join the BBQ after all. I resorted to buying a bottle of bubbles to blow. I did that every year. 

So many plans have unraveled. When I thought I flunked the entrance exam to the selective high school I ended up attending, we had to come up with other options. I even attended an interview for this school during which I was going to turn myself into a Bella. But that never happened so I had never been a Bella. 

So many plans have unraveled. We were going to go to Shanghai every September or around there to travel around and stock up on towels and undies and socks. But then COVID came and we hadn’t been outside the country for 5 years. 

So many plans have unraveled. I bought 2 novels to read in Shanghai, one for every year. But I only read one because COVID had come. The one I hadn’t read is Around the World in 80 days. I bought 2 Penguin Classics because they were on cheap. I didn’t take the other one back with me from Shanghai. The other one was Perfume, about this murderer who was the most renowned perfumer of his time because he was born with an inhumanly keen sense of smell and he killed to acquire virgin’s blood which made the most fantastic ingredient for perfumes. I enjoyed reading the book which I had donated away to my Shanghai relatives cos I didn’t want to lug it back again to Melbourne. 

I would not have been a writer except that… 

The jump off line came from V11 by Wendell Berry. This was a piece from a couple years ago that talked about how I became a writer. It was never my intention back when I was in high school and that’s the lens I presented, at least in the opening paragraphs. 

I would not have been a writer except that this is what I gravitated towards in boredom or self delusion that I was improving my writing skills. I was doing a PhD then and my main exposure to fiction had been reading (although I was erratic- I was reading non-stop all throughout high school and university and even into phD and then nothing at all for a while). Actually, now that I thought about it I only stopped because I became unemployed and lost access to the library at university and I hadn’t visited my local library for ages. But eventually I went in and got myself a new library card and then the reading continued. I mean, at first, I was reading career change books because I thought that was what I was going through and contemplating but eventually it’s fiction again. And I had broken from the phD already by then. Writing was my answer to my career change quest and eventually I moved back to doing research in order to feed myself. 

I would not have been a writer except that my pursuit of an academic career went awry. I think I shocked everyone when I chose to drop out of a PhD. 

I would not have been a writer except that that was the only thing I know which could ground me in the moment. That gave me a kick to get up in the morning. 

I would not have been a writer except that it was an undertaking that I was dedicating to myself. I felt like I had dedicated myself too much to others prior to age 30 and now I’m evening the score. I’m a Libra after all. 

When a Story Stops Belonging to Its Premise

I recently noticed something strange while comparing two novels I’m outlining.

One began as a completely original idea.
The other grew out of a virtual tabletop RPG campaign.

I expected them to feel fundamentally different.

Instead, after months of outlining, they were starting to ask remarkably similar questions.


There is a whole school of writing advice centring around the idea that a story starts off from a premise. I personally never subscribed to that school. 

For me, a premise is only the skeleton of a story. The twin sisters story began from the ashes of my old WIP but also from the idea of a kidnapping. The other story somehow became a story of half siblings who barely knew each other working together. Now, did I intentionally decide that I want to outline two works, both about sibling relationships? Not really. It was percolating in the back of my mind when I was outlining the twin sisters story of whether I wanted sisters versus a brother and sister relationship. In the end, they became twin sisters and perhaps the brother and sister relationship resurrected itself in the other story. I don’t know. I didn’t consciously steer it that way. 


So I have been going through my previous and current works with GPT in order to analyse my writing craft and probe into what type of writer I am and my creative process. And one of the surprising discoveries is that I have a distinctive ‘voice’. Not in prose, dialogue or humour as we conventionally thought of it. But in the kinds of questions my imagination keeps returning to regardless of where the story begins.

I am aware that some authors have recurring themes that they return to. Just the other day, I was telling a friend in my gaming group that I think Guy Gavriel Kay’s recurring theme is loss and loss of beauty in particular and that much as I admire his prose and the ability of him to write authentic historical fantasy relating to other country/ethnicities, I simply cannot read his books back to back else I will be reading series on loss in perpetuity (well, I had only read 3 series of his but seriously that’s the only theme across them). It never occurred to me that the same thing might be happening in my own work. 

But I think that makes sense. No matter who we are, there is something unique driving us. For some authors, that’s their prose. For some, that’s a theme that keeps rising to the surface because it is something that the author cares about beyond anything else, a single question or themes that remain unresolved or predominant that keep drawing their attention. For me specifically, stories slowly drift towards the questions I genuinely care about. 

My name is… 

Woman in medieval clothing writing with a quill at candlelit desk surrounded by books and magical items

The jump off line is actually from an introduction by Patrick O’Tauma and this is actually written 5 years ago. 

My name is Moonlake Ku. I am not born with this name, as a star was born into the sky. Rather, I chose it. I chose as a cloak, to pursue what I love, what I could not pursue under my mundane name. My mundane name was lovely too, or at least it has a pleasant ring to my ears. And it’s unusual, so unusual that nobody has pronounced it right on their own. I guess that’s what you pay for, for having an unusual name. But I do like unusual in this instance. Makes me feel special. 

My name is Moonlake Ku. I write fiction, fantasy, Chinese fantasy. I might be pursuing this as a career, or not yet, always going back and forth on this, but I am striving for quality, for excellence. Not as a means to feed myself. I’ve got other skills for that. Thanks to my other skills. Thanks to my daytime job. I don’t have to live pen to mouth. Can’t imagine how that will feel. Had never been poor. And I say this from a sole parent family. Mum raised me by herself even while she was married to my biological father. He never contributed money to raise me, nor loved me. Anyway, despite this, I had never experienced poverty. I was raised like a princess, got everything I ever wanted that money could buy. Hence, I didn’t have much materialistics urges now. I don’t want much expensive stuff, except for good food and just quality utility goods. 

My name is Moonlake Ku. I’ve been working on my WIP for 5 years now, which is longer than- is it J.K Rowling’s first Harry Potter? I forgot. I mean, I knew someone had been writing the same story for 15 or 20 years so that’s no big deal. I don’t think I will ever be a high productivity writer type. I don’t think I can write that type of stories. So far, I’ve always felt out of depth for stories, the novel stories, that I wrote. But I’m sticking to Irma Glass’ advice. I’m sticking to it so that my skills as a writer can someday catch up to my taste as a reader. I’m in this for the long haul. 

My name is Moonlake Ku. I would like to have debuted with at least one series before I die, before I pass from this life. Not for accolades, just to mark my presence. My once-been presence. Like a grave marker but better. Better in my mind anyway. A prettier image. After all, nobody has seen a pretty grave marker, or have they? I’ve never seen one in real life before. 

My name is Moonlake Ku. Writing does so many things for me, to me. I wouldn’t say that I have to write or else I can’t sleep. That was not the way it was between writing and me. Has never been. Writing is a choice for me. I didn’t realise this for long years. That it could be a choice. But now I do. I’ve given myself permission. I’ve chosen it. I’ve chosen writing. And I’m content with my choice. Truly content. Not as a second best substitute for happiness. I’m happy with this particular choice of mine too.