“I fell in love with a person who made me recognisable
I thought that was the world that I wanted to pursue
But having rushed about here and there, being misunderstood and being cheated
I question whether the world underlying grown-ups always is always fleeting or inconsequent…
The sky is very big but I can’t see it clemently so loopy”
Before I knew you, I was a clean slate, with nothing to distinguish me from all the other multitude. But you gave me my unique footprints such that others would recognise me as me. And I thought that was the world that I wanted to pursue. But in my wilful wanderings I was utterly unprepared for misunderstandings and malicious tricks. Hence, now that I’m lying down on a lonely knoll under a starry sky, a question is plaguing my mind: is everything in the world to be fleeting and coming to be inconsequential like specks of dust in the end? I am lost, yes, I am lost in this world where everything appears so crazy.